You probably don't want to read this if you are not a woman. Let this be your warning.
So I am having a major issue because Ryan doesn't like to nurse a whole lot. After we got home from the hospital he decided he didn't want to nurse anymore. I would try once in a while but with no success. So I have been pumping. But there is another problem, I don't produce enough. I have been taking some pills to help but for some reason my memory is horrible and I don't take them as often as I am supposed to. Well the other day Ryan decided to nurse a little bit and then again today he was getting really frustrated. So I don't know if I should push the issue. I also wonder if it's because I don't produce alot and he's just not getting enough. Soooo frustrating!!!
I don't know what to do because I would like to breastfeed but I feel like it is not as easy as it should be by now. I didn't really breastfeed my other two for very long due to other reasons and I was okay with it but for some reason I am having a much harder time letting go of it this time. I feel like I am a bad mom if I don't. How long do you try and force trying to make it work? This is seriously stressing me out!